Why am I here? And where am I going?

I come to find myself needing to say at this time in my life, those things which I am not quite so brave to share out loud. So I figured I would create a space for the other me.

The one who cries, and loves, and is broken beyond repair. The one no one ever sees, or loves the one who for all intents and purposes does not exist.

So why don't you join me on this journey?

This is the place I am going to say those things I can never say out loud. Those things that will make most cringe, and others think I've become the devil himself. But I need to say it. I need to get it out. And maybe you do too!

Friday, January 7, 2011

What to do?

So today I'm so torn...part of me is trying to better myself, trying to repair my relationship with God and my husband, and part of me wants to run away, wants to be someone else for even just a moment, long enough to feel important to someone, anyone.

I feel like God left me, and the husband too, and so I want someone else to help. To fix it. To make me for one minute be whole.

There is not enough medication for days like today.
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