Why am I here? And where am I going?

I come to find myself needing to say at this time in my life, those things which I am not quite so brave to share out loud. So I figured I would create a space for the other me.

The one who cries, and loves, and is broken beyond repair. The one no one ever sees, or loves the one who for all intents and purposes does not exist.

So why don't you join me on this journey?

This is the place I am going to say those things I can never say out loud. Those things that will make most cringe, and others think I've become the devil himself. But I need to say it. I need to get it out. And maybe you do too!

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Stupid Stupid Bitch

I wish that I would have been the one to run into you.
I wish that I could make you sit and listen to the letters you wrote me over and over again, the lies you told.
But soon, soon she will be 18, and soon all the lies you told her will be the undoing of you, just like they were for your other daughter. I think you would have learned you lesson.
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  1. marythemomFebruary 27, 2011 at 10:33 AM

    I don't pretend to understand all of your posts, but I do hear you crying out and I wish that I could just pick you up and hold you, and remind you of the times that you've had the incredible insight that inspires me to continue my journey. I know that sometimes you see the sun/son and othertimes he slips behind the clouds and you feel lost and cold. He's still there. He's not the only one that cares about you either.

    Hugs and prayers,

    Mary in TX

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